I still feel like this is a good experience for me. I have over 200 followers and I am trying something new all the time. I now have two “free chat lifers” but they are both really sweet guys and I don’t mind talking to them. I am making enough money to support myself and to start paying off some of my debt. I have had one heckler, but he was just upset that I wouldn’t take my top off for him for free, and he left my room pretty quickly.
My life off camera is a little more complicated. I am still working 15-18 hour days, I am making about $6/hour (salaried) and my superiors are not kind. They berate us for the smallest things, things that have no consequences, but inconvenience them in minor ways. Yesterday I actually fainted during a procedure and had to be taken to the emergency room. The doctor there said I most likely had a vasovagal event from the stress.
When I am on camera I am making a lot more money and the people have been really nice. And I get to have fun sexual experiences on top of that. It really puts things in perspective.